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gue tuh suka banget berkhayal yang bagus bagus buat hidup gue sendiri,tapi ujung ujungnya nyakitin gue, gapernah ada khayalan gue tuh jadi kenyataan kenapa ya, bingung gue. dan kali ini adalah khayalan terlebay gue-_- dan khayalan itu cuman mimpi belaka

classmeet

Hello ceman ceman cemua, tau ga? Hari ini tuh hari selesai classmeet, nah gue mau cerita cerita tentang kisah gue saat classmeet

Oh ya ada kejadian parah banget tauuuu, kan waktu basket putri kelas 86 sama sama 87 maen, settttt maeennya rusuh banget, tapi dari 87, namanya *** , nah dia itu tuh maeenya dorong dorongan, bahkan sampe temen gue yang namanya andini sampe sesak nafas, bayangin sesak nafas!! Terus si ayu bagian pundaknya di dorong kenceng, nesa dicakar, pokoknya kacau deh!!

Terus kan ada yang namanya ***** , nah gue tuh suka sama dia dari hari jum’at kemaren, sumpah pas dia lagi main basket keren banget!!! Tersepona gue -_- , eh eh terus kan tadi gue nonton di pinggir lapangan tuh, terus si itu tuh mainnya juga kepinggir lapangan, eh dia makin deket sama gue, ya ampun gue malu sekaligus seneng banget!! Sampe sampe gue nangis coba, nangis!! #lebayya?emangtapigueseneng

Eh eh abis itu si orang yang dulu gue sukain juga main, emang sih keren juga, terus gue balik ke kelas, eh malah galau setengah mati -_-

I like P, do you like P

yayayayaya, gue tau kok lo gak mungkin suka sama gue, itu sih gue udah tau, pasti  kok :)
yah sebenernya gue sedih banget bisa tau lo suka sama temen gue, toh mau di apain lagi , yah gue relain lo aja dengan lapang dada biarpun itu sungguh teramat sangat susah buat gue, karena cuman elo, elo doang yang dulu bisa ngerti gue biar cuman sebentar, nah mungkin sekarang gue mulai bisa ngelupain lo, biar cuman sedikit, tapi itu berguna banget buat gue, oh ya cewe yang lo suka namanya dari P kan? kalau sekarang karena gue pindah ke lain hati gue juga suka sama orang lain, namanya juga dari P, haha, walaupun dia mungkin gak kenal gue, yah mungkin kalau dia bisa kenal sama gue itu udah bikin gue seneng banget, oh ya mungkin karena ada dia gue bisa ngelupain lo ya, doain deh, hahaha

ONLY YOU

I do not know, but why only you who have been there in my mind : (

I've tried to forget you, hate you, throw, out of my mind. but what? It all can not be eliminated just like that! I still love to you! what you do not feel it? early on we were friends, I also like your friend, until it feels painful, no quarrel between me and my friend, then we had better, after that, my friend asks you to be her lover, O God, my heart ached more! I was not able to accept it all until I could only cry and cry, then another friend of mine who knows that I like with him, giving him know that I like if I liked it. until finally my friends and people I like parted, and I liked it turns out people ask me to be her lover, O my god happy ^ ^ 

soon after 2 weeks and so he was always silent to me, I feel he saturated to me, let me take a very painful decision for me, I want to be separated from him, I suppose it could be passed easily, but I can not forget, every person asked if I still liked her, I always answer 'NO', and that it hurt!